Thoughts~!

Life is no longer as simple as it used to be. Why are things so complicated? Why are people so hypocritical? Why are things sometimes so political? Why do our heart and brain think differently? Which should we listen to? I'm so confused. I don't even understand my own feelings. I cannot make a decision. I dunno how to handle this situation. How do I know exactly what are we? Argh~! Who can help to shine some light. Can't wait for KTV on Sunday with Hui Ling mei mei and Vyla. But it doesn't seem good if I were to make it an emo KTV session. So I have to put up the false front again? Actually, I wonder exactly in front of how many people can I really ignore my emotions and break down. How many of my friends have exactly seen me cry before? Who are the real friends or are they like those in the past? Fair-weathered friends? They only appear to be good to me cos i am of some use to them. But when i can no longer help them, I am no longer their friend. Haiz..