Romantic Freak?

I recall how I used to be a "Romantic Freak". Why so? I used to wish for bouquet of flowers during Valentine's day, my birthday or anniversaries. However, most of the time I only receive the flowers after it is too late. After when I decide to leave. I always had to hint very obviously the type of flowers that I like but probably only once I got them on Valentine's day whereas the other times I receive them it was always too late. I know it is not easy to get Champagne Roses in Singapore or I should say not all floral shops carry them or they try to smoke their way through with pink roses and claim that it is champagne roses. But I think people do change. As much as I still wish to receive flower bouquet but I no longer hint or tell anymore. If he cares and knows me well enough, maybe I will receive them someday. The most ridiculous thing I did ever and I do really feel very bad about it. I ruin a Valentine's Day because he didn't send me any flowers when he knew from the start how much I will like to have it. Because I used to educate him and told him specifically and he did gave me the most beautiful red and champagne roses bouquet on our first V-day together. It was only the first year. However, I feel bad because I did not consider the situation that he was in. But nonetheless, I threw my tantrums and we didn't have our V-day dinner at the Italian restaurant.